I think, therefore I…
4 January 2007
5:30PM
I sit here now in my own secluded spot "as
the darkness of the city closes over me like canal water or the grave"
and I think of a lot things. I think of the past year, and its many
seasons, shades, and faces. I think of some people who, in my mind, are
reduced to blurry images in the mist of my memory. I think of a few who
remain clear and vivid. I think of old friends showing up then getting
off. I think of new friends coming in then leaving as well. I think of
myself arriving, then, well, returning home to see the rest of the
world. I think of roads, sandstorms, glasses, culminations, beginnings,
and more sunsets. I think of my disappointments, my anger, and my
wounds. I think of my triumphs, my joys, and my dreams. Then, I think
of people again — bad, good, worst — and of this year and what it has
for all of us who travel…
Finally, I think of a place, a poem, a twenty-peso bill, a lyricist, and a black-and-white TV…
It is time.
I move.
Who knows what the dusk hides from me.

January 5th, 2007 at 3:50 am
ohhh…starting to be a bit dark. nice photo
January 6th, 2007 at 3:48 am
hehehe..is it? =) you probably know my influence =) thanks. astig nga e!